February = busy.
My car was in the shop for almost two weeks, but I
was able to drive around a brand new car while mine was in the shop. The water heater was
on the fritz for five days, five long days. After the tears were shed about the water heater, Anna (my roommate) and I googled "How to lite a
water heater" and prayed that we wouldn't blow the house up. Good news, we
lived! It would stay lit for about half an hour at a time for two days before it just stopped working. I know it wasn't a huge deal but showering at other people's houses is crazy
awkward.
What else happened? I stained my leather couch (boo). Started a new huge project that
will take the majority of my time for the next eight months and started looking
for a new job (kind of). I can't believe how crazy busy 2014 has been. On
paper it looks to be one trial after another,but at times, especially during the last month, I have
felt very well taken care of.
I know I have been taken care of and yet sometimes I feel that I have hit a wall. Do I go right or should I go left? Should I stay at Tanner? Should I move? Should I go back to school? What should
I be doing with my life? Am I serving my purpose in life... what is my purpose
in life? You know all of those fun questions that everyone deals with at random
points.
Although I have a lot to figure out, I have been blessed in
so many ways. A thank you letter from a new friend made my entire week. Lunch
with an old friend has opened my mind up to endless
possibilities that are before me. Texts on Sunday letting me know that I am
missed from my home ward brighten my day and bring smiles while I am sitting by
myself at the singles ward. I have be BEST friends in the world. So although I
may be trying to figure things out, I'm not alone and have been buoyed up by those around
me.
Bring on March...
I think you are AMAZING. 2014 hasn't been my favorite year so far, but here is to hopping the year gets better! Love you!!
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